second post

hi, so i'm sorry it took so long to post but my "real" life is very hectic and when i do get a few free moments i just can't come up with enough energy to write. so it's been a very uneventful month for michelle. as a matter of fact i only even dressed once since my last post. so it started out with my girlfriend doing my nails the night before which was great because i never get to have nails on for very long and i absolutely love them. the next day i slept in and lounged around all day just doing a few chores while she was at work. i was getting myself all horny and worked up so i played on the computer for a while and played with myself too. later on when my gf called i told her that i was bad and touched myself all day, well once i start to act submissive she immediately starts to act dominant and tells me that i'll have to be punished. that just got me all worked up again so while she was driving home from work i put my shock collar around my balls and put some pink panties on over top. i then put on my pink 4 inch heels my posture collar my ball gag and a blindfold. to top it all off i put the remote for the shock collar and a handcuff key in front of me and the locked my hands behind my back while i laid on the couch. it seemed like forever for her to get home but it was probably only fifteen minutes. once she came in she walked right passes me and into the kitchen then back out passed me again and upstairs. she was completely ignoring me and just going about her business. finally she came down grabbed me by my collar and had me stand and then led me upstairs. i was so excited to finally be getting some attention. she threw me on the bed face down and left the room. i must have laid there for an hour while she was downstairs watching tv just ignoring me. she did shock my balls with the remote every once in a while. this seemed like a great idea at the time but it turned out to be an actual punishment and was killing me the whole time. all i wanted was attention and she wasn't even in the room. she finally came up and unlocked me and told me it was time to get ready to go out. we were getting all dolled up and going to a gay bar with a friend of ours. i'll write about that sometime soon. i'd love to hear what you guys and girls are thinking about my blog so if you actually read this far please leave me a comment and maybe it will motivate me to update sooner. bye

first post

hi,
i'm not really sure who would will be reading this but for some reason i have decided that i want to start documenting things. well to start i am a 30 year old male that likes to look act and play female whenever i get the chance, which isn't very often. i really started doing this all out only a year and a half ago but i have had some pretty cool experiences in that short time. i'm not going to get into all of that tonight but someday i will. for now i will start with tonights fun. my gf and mistress and i went out shopping tonight for halloween costumes for a party at a local gay bar tomorrow night. we decided that we're both going as schoolgirls. i already had my costume from a previous occasion but she needed one so off we went. we started out with some sushi and a bottle of wine and then stopped at the nail salon to get our eyebrows waxed. then we went to the halloween store. she tried on a few costumes and then we paid. we still needed some things so we went to a lingerie store. she actually talked me into trying on corsets even with a few girls still in the store. i couldn't believe i really did it. we both got corsets and she got a geisha girl costume which i will try to find one too so we can wear them another night. after the shopping we drove home and we were both very excited. once we got home she told me we were going to do my nails to save time tomorrow and since i'm off tomorrow how could i argue with that. once i start to change from my male role to michelle she gets very dominating. she had my put on some pink panties a tight white tshirt a pink bandanna and my super girly pink furry heels. after i was dressed it was to the kitchen table to do my nails. about ten minutes into this i kept inspecting them and she was getting agitated and told me to stop and just let her do it. well i didn't stop and she said that's it. she stopped and went upstairs. she came back down in no-time with her hands full. she told me that since i wouldn't listen then she'd make me. first she put my posture collar on the the ball gag and blindfold but when she pulled down my panties i knew i was in trouble i couldn't see but i knew she was putting on the shock collar. it's a dog shock collar with a remote which you can change the intensity levels on. she puts it up under my balls and clips it on me nice and tight so it always makes a good connection. she pulled my panties up sat me down and went back to work on my nails. for the next hour and a half anytime my hands would stray or i didn't listen correctly i was given a quick reminder. after she was all done doing my nails she left me in the strict posture collar gag and blindfold while she teased my nipples and shocked my balls. when she finally put some lotion on my hand and told me to play with myself i was ready to explode. of course it wasn't going to be that easy as i wasn't allowed to cum until she was done teasing my nipples and telling me all about what she had in store for me tomorrow. finally i was allowed release and it was pure ecstasy. i'm wide awake with excitement and still so turned by just touching my body with my nails and thinking about tomorrow and tomorrow night.